I Never Had Control

This is the only thing that could have happened
This is the only way it could have been
I move my body to feel something other than
The weight of it underneath me
And I never had control anyway
I never had control anyway
My body, it sings, it plays the piano
It’s the only body I’ll ever have
My body is so much more than what happened to it
A vessel through which I understand that
I never had control anyway
This is the only thing that could have happened
This is the only way it could have been
I won’t be bitter, I’ll live through this winter
To becomе someone brand new in spring
I nеver had control anyway