I need you

Rip to my cuh man that was my blood
Ain’t shit been the same without you thug
This weed don’t feel like the same drug
Ever since you left been by myself
Last 3 years been a living hell
My girls been the only thing that’s been real
My hearts been hurt so much that I keep it sealed
So I smoke weed hoping that I’m numbing the pain
My emotions been like a wrecked train
I’ll go down nameless Nigga fuck the fame
People couldn’t figure it out so I’m the one they blame
I been off white just like Cocaine
Who would’ve ever thought I’d feel this much pain
Holy fuck man it’s been a damn shame
Had room to grow so a Nigga done changed
I had the greatest intentions but caused the most pain
I member so many nights where I was caught up in that rain
Lately I’ve had my head in the stars with the planes
Some of the shit I been through would drive u insane
I been kicked around for a minute and shit I’m drained
But it seemed that the more that I lost the more that I gained
So I take it one day at a time smoking on gains
I ain’t got time to play man I’m sick of these games
This my ball my game my court
So whatever I say you move by my accord
Better do wat I say and don’t fall short
Atta boy there there you go sport
Be a team player and don’t say shit
Make the wrong move and everybody get hit
Ain’t shit for a boy to rock yo muthafucking wicks
Back in school man I thought I wasn’t gonna be shit
Till I picked up that pen and they said daddy look at yo kid
I wasn’t that smart but with the pen I was a wiz
So I tried rap maybe one day I’ll be big
But if I am not then it is what it is
This is my name my fam my biz
So when I go to saying i don’t owe you shit
I really don’t owe you shit you better split or you get hit