I Need Help

[Verse 1: Knox Hill]
Need a break from my head, just a moment
I need a break from my bed
All these thoughts are suffocating me, I
Wake up I can barely breathe, why?
This is barely me, hi
All the broken dreams die
By the curbside, bye
But I’m on the road again
On the [?]
I don’t have no friend
I’m a broken man
Cannot play pretend
Yeah, this life’s lonely
Feelin’ like the only
One who can console me
But if I’m slowly drowning in the holes
Who can hold me?
There’s only so much spacе you can take from the world
‘Fore you brеathe and you realize you are out of air
Yes, I’m well aware that I created this
I ripped the pages in a rage
I hate the way I painted this
‘Cause then you see the side that I fear
That I look at in the mirror
That’s why I need to be alone but I am scared
Spending minutes spinning from my senses
Cynics pick it, critics spit it, I see gimmicks
Censorship is leaking, speaking my holes
While I’m sinking meanings deep, I’m barely breathing
I am even with with my demons even if the odds aren’t

[Chorus: Josh Schulze, Knox Hill, Both]
I’m drifting in and out of me
And everything they doubted, it was true
Wonder why the sky’s blue, me too
I do, I feel see-through
I need you

All the right things in me have left (Left)
All the right things in me have left (Left)
Think I need direction where I step (Step)
Think I need direction where I step
Hi, I need help

[Spoken Interlude: Knox Hill]
“Hey
It’s been a long time
I just want to see if
You were okay
Call me”

[Verse 2: Knox Hill]
Welcome back to self-help
I mean, welcome back to self-Hell
You read a book they sell, tells you how to make it
You just gotta sell your soul, and market that then you’ll be famous
People think that I sell pain, and pour it all into these pages
But this music keeps me sane, forget the fame I fight is nameless
I write it for the names with no faces, who society has jaded
Social media, notoriety, has left us all anxious, comparison’s the devil
Humility’s for angels and all the danger from strangers who aim at you
Bang with no shame for it, hateful and spray towards [?]
Bullies love to [?] shame, but it’s a shame they never pay for it
There’s no accountability anymore
So I stay foreign to the names
But it hurts all the same when a stray hits your brain
And it messes up your whole day
I just pray that you can hear me
If someone’s out there who feels like their here is ending
Suicide in not the answer or the prayer that I am sending
Just know you’re not alone, even I still find it tempting

[Chorus: Josh Schulze, Knox Hill, Both]
I’m drifting in and out of me
And everything they doubted, it was true
Wonder why the sky’s blue, me too
I do, I feel see-through
I need you

All the right things in me have left (Left)
All the right things in me have left (Left)
Think I need direction where I step (Step)
Think I need direction where I step
Hi, I need help

[Outro: Josh Schulze]
I do, I feel see-through
I nee–