I miss you in a way that love songs in 2013 can’t compete

I miss you in a way that love songs in 2013 can't compete, you shadow's still right in front of me
You shine in a way that streetlights in New York city can't compete, you never fail to take my breathe away
I love you in a way that poetry from English class can't compete, i hope that these songs will make you think of me

I know you don't want to see me but one day i'll be on tv singing songs that i wrote just for you
Maybe then you'll like me
All these pills and medication that i take makes me feel dizzy
I don't wanna die until i make you mine, i'll be happy just this time
Is it true? i've never seen no one like you
I can't cry but my thoughts just kills me every fucking time