​i miss my brother i wish he was home

[Verse]
Here's a story 'bout my life
Live in fear, losing focus and my sight
Everyday it fuckin' hurts, always a fight
Everything I did was wrong, but you was right
Take my medication, pray that it's the night
The night I fucking fall and meet god in the flight (The night I end it all)
I wonder if this how my brother felt (I wonder if this how my brother felt)
When them drugs made his body melt (when them drugs made his body melt)
My body, it get cold
Cold just like the snow
(The snow, I wish you were home)
(I wish you were home)