I miss being numb

I'll try to be
How you want me to be
Just set me free
You’re torturing me
I want to leave
When you just scream
When you just scream at me

I'll try to wait
I’ll find a place
I’ll hide away
And cut my face
I miss being numb from before
I don’t know if I can do this anymore
I’ll tat my face
I’ll leave this place
Every time I wake
Drown in a lake
I miss being numb from before
I don’t wanna feel like shit anymore

You still want me?
You still haunt me?
This last weeks
Been hell for me
It’s hard to sleep
It’s hard to see
That you're fucking with me
Why you fucking with me?
Had a panic attack
Yeah twice a day
But you don’t react
To what i say
I miss the numbness
Can’t find release
Please just let me

R i p

I'll try to wait
I’ll find a place
I’ll hide away
And cut my face
I miss being numb from before
I don’t know if I can do this anymore
I’ll tat my face
I’ll leave this place
Every time I wake
Drown in a lake
I miss being numb from before
I don’t wanna feel like shit anymore

Ohhh don't want to feel like this no more
I feel you, anxiety