I Meant Well

Slippin in and out depression....moving reckless

Exposing all the feelings I neglected I've accepted

I’m just tryna grow

You ain't got the drive to get to places that I'm tryna go

You can’t beat the odds by getting even boy you gotta know

I put my life in these tracks

Gave niggas my all they put a knife in my back

You don't what it's like to be trapped in yo own mind

To be walkin down the block and get clapped by yo kind

And you run away from love and say you healing yoself

Ain't suicidal but you killing yoself

Can't even deal with yoself

How the fuck yo posed to deal with yo health

It's easier to take the pills on the shelf

I ain't one to sedate

But I know you can relate

When the pressure of the world

Is on yo back and gaining weight

Rap about it in yo songs but they just hear the 808

This a fucking cry for help

I'm just tryna find myself

Make decisions when I’m mad and regret em when I’m sad

And I just threw away the last fucking good thing I had

I drifted off course but never thought that I would crash

Guess some things just ain't meant to last

I Hope you know I meant well though