​i’m used to it.

[Intro]
"Even if I do go to Juilliard, we can figure it out. I mean we can text and we can Skype-"
"Skype? Skype? Jesus Mia! Have you ever even had a long distance relationship? It's bullshit, okay? It's like dating a ghost. But Skype, it solves everything, right? You know you're so naive, man. You don't know shit about the world"
"I can't believe you just said that to me"
"What, you want me to write it down for you?"
"No! No. You cannot leave me like that!"
"Why didn't you tell me?!"
"Maybe because I am terrified of losing you! For the record, you're the one who's getting in the van"
"Yeah, whatever."

[Verse]
The kid you used to know died, black soul, blue skies
Tears like a knife inside my back, I feel it deep inside
I'll spend a week inside just because I'm weak inside
Don't come lookin' for no love in me because you'll be denied
I'm a sad sight, when I feel too much, I take a pill bite
Hate but they help me try and feel nice
It's working but it doesn't really feel right, it feels like
It takes every other feelin' puts 'em in a box
A box that has way too many fuckin' locks
It leaves me feeling like the cause I had is lost
I just wanna end the pain, I'll pay any cost
I'm so fuckin' used to bein' sad
I'm so fuckin' used to poppin' off because I'm mad
I'm so fuckin' used to being treated like trash
Sendin' love my way, it's a waste, I'll pass