I’m Trying To Be My Own Friend

[Verse]
I wonder if I'll make it past twenty-one
I wonder if my parents think that I’m important
I wonder if my exes think about me often
I wonder if I ever knew what I could love
I wonder if I blew my chances up above
I wonder if I’ll ever really be enough

[Chorus]
I’m trying to be my own friend
‘Cause I know that I’ll be with myself until the very end
Until the very end

[Verse]
I wonder what it’s like to drink and smoke cigars
Or pass out in the grass on a stranger’s yard
Or how it feels to get high and look at the stars
I wonder what it’s like to give someone my heart
And fear that person could just tear it all apart
I wonder if I’ll ever really come apart

[Chorus]
I’m trying to be my own friend
‘Cause I know that I’ll be with myself until the very end
I’m trying to be my own friend
‘Cause I know that I’ll be with myself until the very end
Until the very end

[Bridge]
I let you go, would you please come back?
I want a chance to start all over
‘Cause I know this can’t be all over

[Pre-Chorus]
I wonder if I'll make it past twenty-one
I wonder if my parents think that I’m important
I wonder if my exes think about me often
I wonder if I ever knew what I could love
I wonder if I blew my chances up above
I wonder if I’ll ever really be enough

[Chorus]
I’m trying to be my own friend
‘Cause I know that I’ll be with myself until the very end
I’m trying to be my own friend
‘Cause I know that I’ll be with myself until the very end
Until the very end

[Bridge]
I let you go, would you please come back?
I want a chance to start all over
‘Cause I know this can’t be all over