I’m trying.

(Looking at me with those eyes
Said goodbye, but I'm trying
And I'm trying so hard just to feel alive
Swear I'm trying
Wiping the tears from my eyes but they won't stop flowing)

Looking at me with those eyes
Said goodbye, but I'm trying
And I'm trying so hard just to feel alive
Swear I'm trying
Wiping the tears from my eyes but they won't stop flowing
And these needles won't stop the pain
It hit with no warning, no warning

With every second, it gets harder to stand
Feeling down, I get so sick and I don't understand
Always looking for the answers, don't know where to look
I'm afraid to go outside, I feel misunderstood

And I still remеmber
Our breath in the air and thе cold in the late December

Looking at me with those eyes
Said goodbye, but I'm trying
And I'm trying so hard just to feel alive
Swear I'm trying
Wiping the tears from my eyes but they won't stop flowing
And these needles won't stop the pain
It hit with no warning, no warning

Guess I'll never understand
How it got this way
Is it here to stay?
And I'm troubled by my numbered days
Now I'm finding peace in a razor blade

Guess I'll never understand
(And I still remember)
How it got this way
Is it here to stay?
And I'm troubled by my numbered days
(Our breath in the air and the cold in the late December)
Now I'm finding peace in a razor blade

Looking at me with those eyes
Said goodbye, but I'm trying
And I'm trying so hard just to feel alive
Swear I'm trying
Wiping the tears from my eyes but they won't stop flowing
And these needles won't stop the pain
It hit with no warning, no warning