I’m to blame

Stuck in my ways, yuh
Sleeping all day (It's Swidom)
And I need to change
Baby I'm to blame

I'm so stuck in my ways, baby I can't change
I've been sleeping all day from my nights up late
I'm gon' tell you I'm fine but I'm not okay
Baby it's a fine line, I can't walk away
Going out my mind, feeling out of place
I can't check my phone, baby I need space
I've been locked away, in my mental cage
But I can't point no fingers, baby I'm to blame, blame

You ever been so down you lay out in the rain
Mud soaking through your shirt
But you don't care about the stains (Oh no)
You ever felt that all your problems in your head
And nobody could relate
Ain't no matter what you say, whoa (Oh no)

I've tried to leave before but it was all in vain
'Cause I'm already dead, got no option but to stay whoa (Oh no)
Decide to leave for me another that's okay
'Cause I've been so alone, I won't notice anyway

14, no but I wanna live lavish
Hard to move fast with all this baggage
Swallowing down another tablet
Plagued by self destructive habits
Quick check, do I wanna be famous?
Yeah, but I know that life is dangerous
Cut me with your expectations
Blood on my unwritten pages

Torn out of my book, my flight to nowhere
Five days go by, I really don't care
Can't right my wrongs, I know it's unfair (I know it's unfair)

If I go MIA I'm gon' be back
Can't wait to see how the people react
I'll take this time off and work on myself
That's gon' be best for my health

I'm so stuck in my ways, baby I can't change
I've been sleeping all day from my nights up late
I'm gon' tell you I'm fine but I'm not okay
Baby it's a fine line, I can't walk away
Going out my mind, feeling out of place
I can't check my phone, baby I need space
I've been locked away, in my mental cage
But I can't point no fingers, baby I'm to blame, blame

I can't help myself no I can't change
I watch my health go down the drain
You look at me like I'm insane
I'm to blame, blame