[Intro]
Eera
Surf Gang, baby
Woke up and ignored our feelings
Yeah, I took a beating, I'm healing
[Chorus]
I tried (I tried)(Rap music)
I tried, I'm tired (I tried, I'm tired)
I tried, I'm tired (I tried, I'm tired)
I tried, I'm tired (I tried, I'm tired)
[Verse]
Woke up and ignored our feelings
Yeah, I took a beating, I'm healing
Breathing air into my lungs for no reason
'Til I met you and my life found meaning
Yeah, I met her and my life saw meaning
Wallet took a beating at Neiman's
Put yourself in my shoes and you'll see it
Now I wake up and just laugh at peoplе
[Bridge]
Saw a light in the distance
Somewhеre, back there
Feels like no one ever listens
Every word falls on deaf ears
I was looking in the mirror
Frozen, in fear
Held back my tears
Until you saved me
[Chorus]
Tried (BNO)
I tried, I'm tired
I tried, I'm tired
I tried, I'm tired
I tried (I tried)
I tried, I'm tired (I tried, I'm tired)
I tried, I'm tired (I tried, I'm tired)
I tried, I'm tired (I tried, I'm tired)
I tried, I'm tired
[Outro]
My name is Julia and I'm eighteen years old. In 2017 was diagnosed with major depressive disorder. I almost lost this battle, I didn't think it was gonna get better; but it did
Surf Gang