I’m Tired

[Chorus (Condensed): Lee Sissing]
I'm tired
Pain in my soul
I'm lost
Nowhere to go

[Verse 1: Phrase]
Glass hit the floor and break, the bottles empty (Shit)
I'm drunk with a monkey on my shoulder trying to tempt me
10 cents to my name, my pockets empty
I sit back reach for a smoke gently
Reside to the couch with a shameful slouch
And a tear covered face trying to slur these lyrics out
My last words, the final testament
I'm half pissed, anxious as hell, tryna make the best of it
The only thing left is memories to reminisce on
Times when I hit the park with crew and got my piss on
Nights that I've made love to women in the winter
Summertime I'd mack chicks, hook, line and sinker
Times were good then, no doubt, there ain't no question
But drugs hit and friends die, it leads to depression
And my only expression's writing rhymes in a session
But my gift is my curse and I'm tired of obsession

[Chorus: Lee Sissing (Phrase)]
I'm tired (Yo, so fucking tired, man)
Pain in my soul (Fuck this shit)
I'm lost (I've fucking had it up to here, man)
Nowhere to go (Uh, check this, man, let's go)
Head hurts ([?] do this shit)
Loosing control ([?])
Times up ([?])
Nowhere to go ([?])

[Verse 2: Phrase]
If I should die now I wonder what you'd think of me?
Better still, would you share a last drink with me?
Would you push the boundaries and take it to the brink with me?
And if the boat went down would you stay there and sink with me?
See that's the stuff I need to keep me up and breathing
But it just ain't there, so fuck this world, man, I'm leaving
You slander me for my actions and bad behaviour
But all the time I was only searching for a saviour
Fair enough! did the most and pushed the limits
But peer create the pressure that pre-empts a person's image
And since I dropped, it feels like y'all forgotten
And some say I'm the apple bad that turned the basket rotten
If that's the way that you feel, then I can deal with it
But ask for forgiveness, and I'ma be real with it
See you're a pawn in the scheme of my songs
And I'm a flame twice as bright that only burns half as long

[Chorus: Lee Sissing (Phrase)]
I'm tired ([?] push me [?])
Pain in my soul (You wanna know wassup, motherfucker?)
I'm lost (I'll show you what's up)
Nowhere to go ([?] for this shit)
Head hurts ([?])
Loosing control
Times up (Shit)
Nowhere to go

[Scratches: [?]]
"Dead is dead"
"Can't take it no more"
"Relieve the pain"

[Verse 3: Phrase]
Uh
So much to say, so little time to do it
I gotta get this right so that you never misconstrue it
To mum, I love you more than life in itself
And I hope my album sales will help to bring you some wealth
To dad, you need to spend more time with the fam
You're losing touch, and that's the worst mistake for a man
Don't become emotionally disabled
There's more to life than putting food on your table or a jag in your stable
To my sisters, stay strong, keep on smiling girls, it's priceless
I swear you'd heal any soul that's lifeless
And you got the recipe to help them all remember me
Can you sing me a song that you know will get to me?
Ask me a question and I'll tell you no lies
'Cause a man without regrets is a man ready to die
And that's the truth, all real, its me in a nutshell
I'm over this, I'm out, I hope this razor cuts well

[Chorus: Lee Sissing (Phrase)]
I'm tired ([?])
Pain in my soul
I'm lost ([?])
Nowhere to go
Head hurts
Loosing control
Times up
Nowhere to go