I’m tired

2am 3am 4am and I can’t stay in my bed
Sitting and rocking and quietly talking to strangers in my head
‘Cause you’re MIA
And you said sorry
But it’s not enough for me

What am I supposed to do, it’s not my fault the bar was set too high
Finding out someone could check all the boxes and didn’t even try
I’ll be leaving soon
With my suitcase packed and bags under my eyes
I’m sleep deprived

And I’m tired
Of waking up alone
Yeah, I’m tired
Of staring at my phone
Yeah, I’m tired of wishing that I was home
Back in April, when I met you
It’s not better on my own

I learned my lesson, I needеd attention but can’t expect a call
To know what you’rе thinking I’m practically digging myself into a hole
Doing stupid shit
Trying to take my mind off of it
But it doesn’t work ‘cause all I do is

Wonder if you’re having fun out there
Yeah, you’re down in the south while I’m stuck up here
In a boring town with 9 to 5s and no one to Hangout with
Summer sucks right now without you

And I’m tired
Of waking up alone
Yeah, I’m tired
Of staring at my phone
Yeah, I’m tired of wishing that I was home
Back in April, when I met you
It’s not better on my own

(I need sleep, bad)
Staying up all night
(Miss what we had)
But I know you’re alright
(While I’m here sad)
Pretending to be fine
But soon enough you’ll find out
I was lying this whole time

I’m tired
Of waking up alone
Yeah I’m tired
Of staring at my phone
Yeah, I’m tired of wishing that I was home
Back in April when I met you
It’s not better on my own

(I’m so tired)
I’m sorry for complaining, but I’m tired
(I’m so tired)
‘Cause every time you come up, I get wired
I’m sorry for complaining, but
I’m tired of wishing that I was home
Back in April, when I met you
It’s not better on my own