I’m Still There

[Verse 1]
I am a collection box
Of all my unwanted thoughts
1 to 3 to 5 a.m
Blaming myself again

[Pre-Chorus 1]
I was young and full of fear
Hateful whispers in my ear
Like the wind, it beats me down
And I could never leave that town

[Chorus]
'Cuz I'm still there in my mind
I'm still there, I'm still there
Thoughts unwelcome and unkind
I'm still there, I'm still there
And I can smell, and I can taste
Smoke and ashes everywhere
Every breath is such a waste
I'm still there, I'm still
I'm still there

[Verse 2]
Whеn I close my eyes I see
All thе haunted parts of me
Memories they always find
My heart in the present time

[Pre-Chorus 2]
I was young, or so I'm told
And always bought what they had sold
Something keeps my spirit down
I have never left that town

[Chorus]
'Cuz I'm still there in my mind
I'm still there, I'm still there
Thoughts unwelcome and unkind
I'm still there, I'm still there
And I can smell, and I can taste
Smoke and ashes everywhere
Every breath is such a waste
I'm still there, I'm still
I'm still there

[Bridge]
Moon behind finger trees
Stirring deep inside of me
Pain for what I know I lost
I cannot afford the cost

[Outro]
I'm still there in my mind
I'm still there
Thoughts unwelcome and unkind
I'm still there
Oh, I can smell, and I can taste
Smoke and ashes in the air
Every breath is such a waste
I'm still there, I'm still
I'm still there