I’m Sorry, I’m Decide

(Verse 1) [Big Ice]

They finally gave me a chance
Now they fucking with the kid
Now they all showing love
The hate is always short lived
Old friends wanna cross me
I'm not sure why that is
God flow, but I’m not God
I won't forget and I won't forgive
Cause I did it all in my own
Did it all with no team
I was locked in my dorm room
With no confidence and low self esteem
Had to get it out the mud
Had dirt stains on my jeans
Had to go through nightmares
Just to make it to my dream
By all means
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And these rappers are hardly amusing
I’m 5'10, 300
I guess it's hard to move me
A good heart, so it's easy to use me
I pray you never lose me
I pray you see that I'm the greatest
And there's no confusion
And ain't no doubt about it
The people gone always choose me
I got bigger plans
Look at the goals I'm pursuing
You can stay a hater
Or sip on this tea I’m brewing
If you’re ever up against me
Then you're losing
And that’s just how I feel

(Verse 2) [Big Ice]

I am so sorry that I am aggressive
I am so sorry, I'm ruthless
I'll choke you if you try to snatch off my necklace
I have no record, I will if you try me
And that's for the record
I’m playing chess while you rappers play checkers
I'm taking my time
Putting my pieces all in the right sections like I'm playing Tetris
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I am so sorry
My titties ain't perky
My lips are not glossy
My figure ain't perfect
I am so sorry, I love who I am
I Don't need validation, I know that I'm worth it
I put the work in
Nothing was given
Just know that's for certain
Who knew that I would ever be a star?
Round of applaud when they pull back that curtain
Had an old homie say "I wouldn't make it"
I won't even lie man that shit kinda hurt me
Cause they never mad when you change
They only mad when your changing into a better person
So now I'm on 10
Life's a movie
You gotta make sure you got the right lens
They don't ever love you while you still here
Only when them credits roll at the end
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And I'm only getting better
They can hate it's whatever
I'ma still shine
I kill rappers just to kill time
Making my mark in the game
I'm leaving a big stain like I'm red wine
If you ever cut me off
Don't be all in my face
You see I'm on now
So you out looking for tape
I can't relate
These niggas don't love you forreal
They fuck with you to see what to take
I'm on a strict diet these days
Focus on the chicken
Keep that beef off of your plate
I am so sorry
I am only human
When I'm in my feelings, I walk away
What more can I say?
I am playing just to win
I do not play just to play
I had to do it my way
So y'all could see what it means
This is a marathon
It's not a race
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And I thank God I'm alive
Been through some things, I survived
I told Gi give me time
All them stars gone align
Put my life on the line
Blood sweat and tears
When it come to mine
I ain't never switching sides
I ain't never switching sides
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I'm on the court, I am not riding the pine
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I'm in a whole different wave
Washing these rappers, hop up on my tide
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Do what I want
You do what you can
I do what I decide
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And today I decide
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That the game will be mine
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