I’m Sorry

Yeah
Hold up for a second
Let me tell you all my problems
Pain is creeping up
When I'm laying in my sorrow
People always thinking that I'm fine
But I'm not
Lying to your face all the time
Yeah
Walking with a straight back
I'm not confident
Looking in your eyes
I wanna look away
I dont want you to love someone like me
I'll be the pain in your life
And the person you cry for

Yeah
I'm so sorry I can't give you all of me
Yeah I'm so sorry I pretend like I am free
Free from the demons I got in my brain
I am not fucking free

Yeah
All these people talking in my head
All these people wishing that I'm dead
Its hard to feel all these feelings
I wish I was blind
I wish I was dead
Yeah
Walking with a straight back
I'm not confident
Looking in your eyes
I wanna look away
I dont want you to love someone like me
I'll be the pain in your life
And the person you cry for

I'm really sorry I can't give you all of me
Cuz if I do it will be the last of me

Yeah
Dont cry
Dont fall
Together
I dont wanna know that I brought you into this
Panic creeping up everytime you say my name
Feeling like you're nothing inside
I'm sorry

Sorry for not answering your texts
Sorry for not telling you I'm done
I wish I would be confident
Like everyone else
Not color my hair when I feel like I'm shit
The effort I put into feeling
Is like the effort I put into healing
I can't heal
I can't feel
I'm numb
I'm sorry for fucking you up