I’m Sorry

[Verse 1]
It shouldn't be difficult
To help myself, when I'm getting
Comments everyday from people
Who listen and tell me I help
I don't understand how it works like that
I'm needing some answers right now
Come bring me assistance to help with my vision
I'd like to think that my life counts
I look in my head searching through whats my brain
Starting to think that I'm going insane
All of these thoughts that I never will process
Theres gotta be someway that I can contain it all
And capture what really counts
Wishing that someone would just hear me out
What if I take a few bullets and put them in my head
To get all the messy things out

[Hook]
I'm sorry that I can bring you all light
I'm sorry that I have given you life
I'm sorry that I can help all these people
But I couldn't save myself in time

[Verse 2]
Hey, yo listen to me!
Put the gun down I just wanted to speak
We can get through this
I know you're not weak
I'm doing my best to keep everything neat
It's hard, for both of us
Trust me I feel you, it's like you're stuck in a room
And it's sealed through
And you just wanna get out, but it keeps you
Stuck inside of it everyday, and you can't move
We are in the same boat, so let's team up
But in order for that, then we need trust
If you die, then I die, and thats no good
If you live, then I live and we both could move on in life
And experience happiness
You and I haven't been genuinely happy since
The day we started losing sight of what we can be if
We put a hundred in something
This life's a crappy gift

[Hook]
I'm sorry that I can bring you all light
I'm sorry that I have given you life
I'm sorry that I can help all these people
But I couldn't save myself in time

[Verse 3]
Huh! You claim that you know what I'm going through huh?
Let me inform you on something here bud
You don't know anything, so just shut up!
I'm so sick of you're whining cause
You don't know one thing about what I'm dealing with
You're just the mental, easy for you to cry
When you're not helpful
I'm the one who deals with everyone else on the outside
Keeping you save, yea your welcome!
Ugh my head has been throbbing all day!
You're so damn useless, make it go away
What is the point of me having a mind if it never can
Function the way it was made
I'm tired, I'm so fucking tired
You make my life worse, and I know you're a lair
Time to get rid of you
Make my life better, its easy enough, all I need is to fire!

[Hook]
I'm sorry that I can bring you all light
I'm sorry that I have given you life
I'm sorry that I can help all these people
But I couldn't save myself in time