I’m Sorry

Every morning it's the same routine
Wake up as someone I don't want to be
And every night as I lay to sleep
I think what the fuck is wrong with me?

I'm so sorry that I let you down
I know it hurts
I'm the worst fucking person to step foot on this Earth
I wish I could talk to you or at least find the words
But now I've learned
No matter what I do, I'm digging my own dirt

Until I reach six feet deep
I need to die so I can finally breathe
And even then I won't rest in peace
Cause this rain stretches further than my eyes can see

So here I wait
Never getting out of this place
I hope you're happy
Better off without me

Over and over, again and again, it's the same fucking thoughts
Playing inside my head
Over and over, again and again, it's the same fucking thoughts
I just wish I was dead

I'm just a lost cause that lost touch of who I once was
Fuck
With too much on my plate
Take a bite so you can see how bad depression tastes

Every morning it's the same routine
Wake up as someone I don't want to be
And every night as I lay to sleep
I think what the fuck is wrong with me?

I need to die so I can finally breathe
Until I reach six feet deep
And even then I won't rest in peace