I’m So Lost

[Intro: Shiloh Dynasty & HAAN]
Father forgive me, for you know that I'm sinning
I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system
Excuse my language that's a hang up on how shitty I'm feeling
I'm sorry I feel no attraction, I know that it's been a minute
Uh, Cause I’ve been so lost for so long, hold my heart yeah, Cause I’ve been so lost for so long, oh yeah. (Uh)

[Verse 1: HAAN]
I know you're dealing with some demons that you can't escape
I know you're dealing with some issues that you can't erase
I know that shit gets harder every fucking day, but the pain doesn't disappear, it just slowly fades away
When you're looking in the mirror, what you seeing lately
When you're looking at my mum you see a different lady
When you're looking at your sons you see an adversary
Lost in that pessimistic, see that shit is very scary
Mom thinks she needs a man, but she really doesn't
She barely recognizes you at all all of a sudden
I wish you really disappeared like it was all nothing, false judgement, god damn that was soul-crushing
And I expected you to be better
And I expected you to be greater
And this is just the way I feel
I fucking hate you, but I love you still

[Outro: Shiloh Dynasty & HAAN]
I've been so lost for so long,
I've been so lost for so long (yeah)
But I love you still