I’m So Lost

[Intro: Demi Demaree]
Aye-ya-yeah-yeah (yeah yeah)
Aye-ya-yeah-yeah  (yeah yeah)

[Verse 1: Bukshot]
I  may be at the darkest point in life I've ever seen
I look up at the moon at night it makes me wanna scream (yeah)
Has God forsaken me 'cause sometimes that's just how it seems
I  know that's not the case I guess that's just me blowing steam (mmm)
Lately  I've been feeling like a failure to my dreams
I'm taken over by these nightmares and these evil schemes
They  fill me in this game it doesn't feel like even teams (no)
They told me from the jump I'm gonna lose at everything (yeah)
I'm in this tunnel full of darkness tryna make it out
I really thought that I was strong enough to wait it out (uh)
But  deep down I was wrong so when I hear my name I doubt (that's right)
And lately I'm so lost I feel ashamed and wanna shout

[Chorus: Demi Demaree]
I'm lost (I'm lost)
I'm lost with no one to guide me (with no one to guide me)
I'm falling off (falling off)
I'm falling off and don't want 'em to find me (don't want 'em to find me)
I'm so lost (I'm so lost)
I'm so lost I'm facing it blindly (I'm facing it blindly)
I'm so off (I'm so off)
I'm so off, I'm standing beside me (I'm standing beside me)

[Verse 2: Bukshot]
My baby mama puts up with me but she doesn't like me
But I can't blame her cause if I was her I'd probably fight me
She won't admit it to me but deep down I think it's likely
This music path that I chose broke us up and kept us fighting
Together we're like gas and matches, yeah we keep igniting
It seems like every day we bump heads like a couple Titans (yeah)
We had to go our separate ways, I never looked behind me
Cause I've been looking for myself, I just can't seem to find me
I'm tryna find the answers that I need with no success (yeah)
Feels like the mix between a rookie and a broken vet (uh)
And I got so much on my mind that I've not spoken yet (yeah)
I guess I'm at my boiling point, just like my homie Tech

[Chorus: Demi Demaree]
I'm lost (I'm lost)
I'm lost with no one to guide me (with no one to guide me)
I'm falling off (falling off)
I'm falling off and don't want 'em to find me (don't want 'em to find me)
I'm so lost (I'm so lost)
I'm so lost I'm facing it blindly (I'm facing it blindly)
I'm so off (I'm so off)
I'm so off, I'm standing beside me (I'm standing beside me)

[Verse 3: Bukshot]
I feel a darkness taking over, what am I to do?
Still tryna find my way but I don't have the slightest clue (uh uh)
I'm living hell on earth and just because the sky is blue
That doesn't change the fact that death has got its eye on you (naw)
I feel like I'm a gladiator trying to stay alive
No matter what I gotta do in this I must survive
Sometimes the pressure is so deep it makes me wanna cry
But I can only take so much and it's a wonder why (come on)
I'm feeling lost and all that I can do is try to cope
But I feel helpless kinda like my hands are tied with rope (damn)
This songs a cry for help, the time has come to write a note (yeah)
It feels like that I'm sinking, I'm just trying to stay afloat

[Chorus: Demi Demaree]
I'm lost (I'm lost)
I'm lost with no one to guide me (with no one to guide me)
I'm falling off (falling off)
I'm falling off and don't want 'em to find me (don't want 'em to find me)
I'm so lost (I'm so lost)
I'm so lost I'm facing it blindly (I'm facing it blindly)
I'm so off (I'm so off)
I'm so off, I'm standing beside me (I'm standing beside me)

[Outro: Demi Demaree]
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