I’m So Afraid That I’d Live Through It

I'm afraid to leave the house I might run into you
And if we can't taste the face I don't know what I do
I promised me this past October lovin' me for me it was over
I can't take the chance on seein' me

My heart might keep on beating cause I'm strong enough
And my feet might take me places I shouldn't go
My lips might say I'm lonely and I might think if only
One more chance before I'm seekin' through

And if I see you I'm so afraid that I'd live through it
And you know I'd rather die than to do it
I almost did the first time and you knew it
So if I see I'm so afraid I'd live through it
If I see I'm so afraid I'd live through it