On July 17, Holland released ‘I’m So Afraid’ through Korean streaming sites as well as a music video for the track.
Whereas ‘I’m Not Afraid’ was Holland expressing how he’s no longer afraid to truly be himself, not afraid to be openly gay, and “not afraid of standing in front of the public anymore,...
내 안에 누군가 숨 쉬는데 말하면 뭐 해 믿지 않는데
밀어 내려 해도 넌 뿌리치려 해도 No
도망치려 해도 넌 거울 속에 있어 No
I'm so so (My li li life)
I'm so so afraid-
I'm so so afraid
I'm so so I'm so so afraid
I'm so so I'm so so afraid
넌 누구냐고 물어보면 미소를 지으며 난 너라고 해
밀어 내려 해도 넌 뿌리치려 해도 No
도망치려 해도 넌 거울 속에 있어 No
I'm so so (My li li life)
I'm so so afraid-
I'm so so afraid
I'm so so I'm so so afraid
I'm so so I'm so so afraid
넌 누구냐고 물어보면 미소를 지으며 난 너라고 해
I’m So Afraid was written by AKB (KOR) & Holland & TAEMIN (writer) & NASSUN (낯선) & DALGUI.
I’m So Afraid was produced by NASSUN (낯선).
Holland released I’m So Afraid on Tue Jul 17 2018.
…[it] deals with the fear I had before my debut and coming out in general. I felt like it was important for my fans to be able to know my feelings behind coming out to the public and thought it would bring some kind of comfort, but I thought it was also important to show the fear.