I’m sadder on saturn

[Verse 1]
Hit 'em with the blade, never with the strap
I been on my grey, 'cause I'm looking back
Couple hundred days, this been on my mind
I been losing time, I been getting signs
Some things never change, I just gotta learn
Written on my face, I should let it burn
I should run away, but when will I return?
If I left today, wonder if you'd yearn
Love to have me back, love when I'm not here
It's all in my raps, you can hear my fear
I am just a boy, frightened the hell out his mind
Searching for my joy, I'm just running out of time
I'm just running out of lines, what more can I say?
Ask God what's the word, when I can't even pray
I been in a daze, not in tune with my faith
Not in tune with my actions and the words I wanna say

[Bridge]
No, no, no, no
Oh, oh
I'm sadder
On Saturn

[Verse 2]
People only wanna talk, they don't ever wanna listen
They don't ever wanna pull a chair up and hear how you be feeling
I'm so self-centered, I'm so self-conscious
Self-deprecating, feel like a problem
I'm trying my best in this world, I made a mess in this world
I just can't get out, Lord knows I want to
I'm not gon' front too, at least I got you, got you