I’m Ready Now

[Verse]
Can I cope
Do I feel hope
I can't cry
I just fight my thoughts
White shirt
Knees in the dirt
Red alert
I’ve never felt hurt like this

[Pre-Chorus]
Don't step to the side
I need company
Cause my parents died
Right in front of me
(I need you here, please stay)
Cyanide to help the pain
There's too much shit inside my veins
(I can’t handle anymore, It's in my veins)

[Chorus]
At least three bottles of liquor
I just keep getting sicker
Yeah the lights getting bigger
I ask god can you help me pull the trigger
(Where's my regret gone, please tell me)
I'm dreaming of a better life
I see my blood I see my skin ripping off
But I don't feel the knife
I say goodbye to my kids and my wife
(I'm ready now)

[Chorus]
At least three bottles of liquor
I just keep getting sicker
Yeah the lights getting bigger
I ask god can you help me pull the trigger
I'm dreaming of a better life
I see my blood I see my skin ripping off
But I don't feel the knife
I say goodbye to my kids and my wife

[Pre-Chorus]
Don’t step to the side
I need company
Cause my parents died
Right in front of me
(I need you here, please stay)
Cyanide to help the pain
There’s too much shit inside my veins
(I can't handle anymore, It’s in my veins)

[Outro]
A lot of people hating
It is so frustrating
I'm only complicating things
So what you waiting for
A lot of people hating
It is so frustrating
I'm only complicating things
So what you waiting for