I’m okay with feeling distress

I won't say nothing no more
I'm okay with feeling
Feeling distress i dont want
Feeling so sad I don't wanna feel no more

It's okay this feeling
It'll pass one day
But I don't wanna end up
Like Kurt Cobain

I don't wanna feel this way no more
Suicide not the only door
I'm okay with feeling distress i
Don't have to stay

I could go somewhere I
I could go to a graveyard
And mark my own tombstone
I could go where no one will find me

But I'll be all alone
Maybe I'll see
Linda again
Ask you why you left my

Dead like that
Maybe I'll see another tomb
Maybe I'll be filled with thoughts of you
I don't wanna end up in my hotel room dead

I at least want someone who cares where i end up
But I know if you left me I would cry all alone
I'd be only the real nigga at your funeral
Cause I care about what you like

And I care about what you want but I don't
I don't know if you feel the same
I got shit going on
It don't bother you

Girl when I need you
Where do you go?
Girl when I need you
Where do you go? Do you care?

Girl when I need you
Does my love compare?
Am I any nigga that you see on the street?
Do you even care what happens to me?

I'm so tired of putting my faith first for you
If you don't do the same well I guess I won't too
Hopefully I have a better funeral than you
Hopefully my niggas will come thru

Girl I wish you cared
Girl I wish you cared
Girl I wish you cared