I’m Not There Anymore

[Verse 1]
Baseline tears on a windowpane
The bellway's jammed in the driving rain
And I can't tell the dark from the pain
'Cause I'm not there anymore

[Verse 2]
Say the word and I'll grab my keys
I'll start the car with shaky knees
We used to glow like the stars and the trees
But I'm not there anymore

[Verse 3]
I'm up all night at a rodeo
With beat-up cars and the lights down low
The life we live, the only one we know
And I'm not there anymore

[Verse 4]
Pick it up, let's get to work
But I can't shake little thoughts of her
I board the plane in a foggy blur
And I'm not there anymore

[Verse 5]
And I come back to start again
You picked me up and let me in
But I woke up in my own skin
I'm not there anymore