​i’m not sorry, mom

[Intro]
I really wanna move really far away
I really wanna move really far away
I really wanna move really far away
I really wanna

[Verse]
Every time that we speak I get a sense of greed
And I don't want to feed off the lies that you feed
But I don't wanna think about you anymore
So what I did was the same thing I did before
I opened up my notepad, say some shit that made me mad
Then opened up Audacity and hoped you would be proud of me
But no, this shit never works out
That's why I wrote "shoutouts & self doubt"
That's why I even started music
Hopin' that I could use it to
Vent about what's goin' on my life
Hiding it in meme songs up 'til the night
I decided to be honest
And then start what I promised
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I really don't know why you came along for the ride
But thank you I guess, if that means anything to you
I know I suck at everything but I love you
I know that I ignored you I'm sorry for that
But can we please move on to the fact
That I'm doing something that I've always loved
Shut the fuck up and just listen for once
I know that you're mad at me and I am too
I should've done my chores when you asked me to
But you and I both know that I got some issues
That's why I wrote "im sorry, mom", I did this for you
But I guess, just because it ain't school (I did this for school)
You won't ever find it that cool
I guess that's understandable