I’m not okay pt. 2

[Verse 1]
If I died you wouldn't know
Always see me smiling so
I don't blame you, it's my fault
My life is moving so slow
Message me and I'll pretend that I am out of range
Call me on my phone yeah, nothing's gonna change
Laying on my own is something I am getting used to
I would love to talk about it but don't want to bother you

[Pre-Chorus] 2x
On the inside I am falling apart
Ain't feeling no more, you can take away my heart
I am over the pain, I am fed up with lies
Ima take 'em again, maybe third time's a charm

[Chorus] 2x
I am not okay, I am not okay
Yeah
And I hate the way, I just hate the way
I am
I can't get it out, I can't get it out
Of me
Ima hide my face, hide away the pain
'Til the end of me

[Verse 2]
My heart has stopped beating
Because of the coldness
That I spread around me
And I haven't died yet
But my feelings did
Time is frozen in place
Everyday is the same
Nothing has changed
And even though I'm not okay
Still you don't hear me cry every other day
Maybe someday I'll open up
So at the moment I'm not giving up

[Pre-Chorus] 2x
On the inside I am falling apart
Ain't feeling no more, you can take away my heart
I am over the pain, I am fed up with lies
Ima take 'em again, maybe third time's a charm

[Chorus] 2x
I am not okay, I am not okay
Yeah
And I hate the way, I just hate the way
I am
I can't get it out, I can't get it out
Of me
Ima hide my face, hide away the pain
'Til the end of me