I’m Not Okay

[Hook]
Now know I tell you that I'm fine
But lately i feel traumatized
I can not look you in yours eyes
I feel blind I can't lie (x2)

[Verse 1]
Standing on the edge of pain
Gun to my head I don't feel the same
It's like lately they tell me I've changed
Oh I've changed ? okay ?
They can't feel the pain inside
Life is such a fucked up ride
These twist and turns just don't feel right
I'm broken but I try
Try to be the man that they need
But deep inside man that's not me
I take these pills cause I feel weak
Take anothеr hit so I can breath
Roll up my soul and blow me away
I need you now girl will you stay
My heart bеats slower by the day
My heart beat slower by the day
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I know I tell you that I'm fine
But lately i feel traumatized
I can not look you in yours eyes
I feel blind I can't lie (x2)
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Sometimes I feel so alone
Count the time on the clock
And watch it flow
Am I scared to die man I don't know
I just hope its fast and its not slow
The devils trying to pull me down
They can grab my hands
But they watch me drown
They can see my tears
And they hear me out
If I died right now
Would you notice now?
I feel so close to my grave
This pain inside won't go away
If I had one last thing for me to say
I'm not good
I'm not okay

And I know I told you that I'm fine
But baby i feel traumatized
Its so hard to look you in your eyes
I'm not good
I'm not alright

I know I tell you that I'm fine
But lately i feel traumatized
I can not look you in yours eyes
I feel blind I can't lie (x2)