I’m Not Okay

[Verse 1]
Shit that really hurt
But I'll brush it off
Push it off til the next one
Moving on `til it comes up in therapy in a couple of years
It messed with my confidence
But I'm acting like it's not a thing
Not so good at being tough
It still comes up in everything

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm just trying to hold onto it

[Chorus]
Someday my brain's
Gonna lose it and I'll fall
In space, but I'm okay
Some days, can't fake
Now I'm up against the wall
Not sure that I'm okay

[Post-Chorus]
Not sure that I'm okay
Some days can't fake
Not sure that I'm okay

[Verse 2]
Tired of keeping up
I'll blame it on the chemicals
I wanna let go of it
I wanna be an animal
Bloody lip like I just had a fight
Face the horror, show me what it's like

[Pre-Chorus]
Cause I'm just trying to hold on it

[Chorus]
Someday my brain's
Gonna lose it and I'll fall
In space but I'm okay
Some days, can't fake
Now I'm up against the wall
Not sure that I'm okay

[Bridge]
Someday my brain's
Gonna lose it and I'll fall
In space but I'm okay
Some days can't fake
Now I'm up against the wall
Not sure that I'm okay

[Chorus]
Someday my brain's
Gonna lose it and I'll fall
In space but I'm okay
Some days, can't fake
Now I'm up against the wall
Not sure that I'm okay

[Outro]
Some days, can't fake
Not sure that I'm okay
Some days, can't fake
Not sure that I'm okay