I’m not okay

[Intro - ?]
I love you... You... complete me (?)
*Shut up, just shut up.*

[Verse 1 - Swoon.]
Shut your mouth, I don't want to fucking breathe now
All these people on my back, I'm getting weighed down
My future is falling to the floor, I'm getting worried now
Will I make it in this game or will I fucking drown?
I can't fucking sleep
I can't fucking breathe
All these pills are on my mind, now I'm in this deep
Find me passed out on the floor from all this codeine
She be screaming "I want more" until she fuck me
Life's a bitter mess
When you are depressed
All these demons in my head I'm feeling possessed
I got problems with these women, yeah I'm obsessed
Every day I'm working hard creating progress

[Bridge]
*Just shut up. You had me at hello. You had me at hello*

[Verse 2 - Poppy tears]
When I wake up and I know you're on my fuckin' mind
I can't face it, you just take up all my fucking time
I'm taking chemicals to get me through this fucking life
I say I'm good and she know it's a fucking lie
Will they ever listen to me?
You wanna lead and I wanna leave
You wanna feel like you're fuckin free
Well here you go, baby take my sleep
When I wake up and I know you're on my fucking mind
I can't face it, you just take up all my fucking time
I'm taking chemicals to get me through this fuckin life
I say I'm good and she know it's a fucking lie