‎i’m not okay

[Intro]
There's nothing you can do to stop it

[Chorus: sadeyes]
I'm not okay
I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change

I'm not okay
I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change, I ne-ne-

[Verse 1: Lil Xtra]
I'm still the same as I've been and it's getting borin'
I'm not okay but I guеss it's really not important
I hold myself back, too scared of movin' on
I'm lyin' through my fuckin' teeth whеn I say nothing's wrong
There's nothin' going on, I'm just too fuckin' shallow
I can't keep going on, afraid of my own shadow
It's every single day, too many fears to face
I just wanted you to know (What? Why?)

[Chorus: sadeyes]
I'm not okay
I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change

I'm not okay
I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change, I ne-ne-

[Verse 2: nothing,nowhere.]
Yeah, tryna find beauty in the pain
Tired of feelin' blue and seein' rain
Need to find a way to rearrange
Always keep on sayin' I'ma change, right (Huh? Right, ha)
Thought that I would've been better by now
Part of me's stuck and it's pullin' me down
I wanted to change but I didn't know how
So why can't I get out the way?
All the things that I wanted to say
Let me go and forget my name, my name

[Chorus: sadeyes]
I'm not okay
I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change

I'm not okay
I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change, I ne-ne-

[Outro]
Some man will get the atomic bomb
And, um, just blow the world into oblivion