I’M NOT OKAY

You okay man ?
[verse]
I'm not okay I see vivid vision of my demise
I feel like one day imma wake up and realise I've lost my life
Only 17 and I'm wishing that i could leave
Toss my head inside a guillotine so I won't feel the breeze
Nobody is welcoming
Even if they are they don't really greet with warm hands feeling like I'm meeting the right people with wrong plans it's all rands
In they minds
Lucrative lyrics looking like i could make a million
Uh
Look at the idiots from the corporate making decisions
Uh
They tell you what to do with yo craft and piss on your visions
So fuck a record label and what they left on the table
I hate myself
A 10 out of 10 and divide by ten is how I rate myself
I don't never see myself putting my albums on a shelf
I'll prolly die b4 I even get to 20
Im suicidal ion think a bible could bring survival
Im not okay like really dowq go read the title
Im not okay
Im really wishing that I could lay
In my deathbed
Before my hair turn grey that's deep
Whoever bought me this life should look for the receipt
Im a loser from top to feet
Always taking defeat
I dont fight about it cause I'm kinda weak and that's how it is
I feel like nobody gives a fuck if k dizo lives or dies
I been like this since five
I can see through they eyes
Read between all they lies
They say they do but I can see right through they lies it's in they eyes

Uh

And that's just how it is...