I’m not okay but I still dream

I′ll never be the one you beg to stay
I've give you every reason left to leave
These voices in my head won′t ever fade
I wish that I could be the one you need
You're an angel in the nighttime livin'
Got me hypnotized starin′ at your image
Hopin′ that one day that you can come back down to me
(Come down to me)
Did it to myself, I know I built this prison
Push away, you'll wonder why they all gone missin′
Thought you were the cure, but you're truly my disease
I don′t wanna waste time, loosin' all my days
I don′t wanna live above in a grave
I just wanna run where the demons don't chase, and it's all okay
But I′m not okay yeah (ohh) I′m not okay (woahh) I'm not okay
I don′t wanna waste time, loosin' all my days
I don′t wanna live above in a grave
I just wanna run where the demons don't chase, and it′s all okay
But I'm not okay yeah
I just wanna run where the demons don't chase
I just wanna run where the demons don′t chase
I just wanna run where the demons don′t chase
And it's all okay
I′m not okay yeah
Ohh woahh ohh
I know I'm way too much to handle
I know I care too much what they may say
I know I′m losing sight of everything I am
Everything I am
And that's on me
But I am not your toy
You are not my master
Anymore
Falling first inside my own low self esteem
But still I dream
Still I dream