I’m Not OK

[Intro: Chuckklez]
Zombie Aristocrats
Agh

[Chorus 1: Chuckklez]
I'm sick of all these people keep on saying if I'm okay
But the fact of it all is that I'm not okay
I'm always getting high just to hide all the pain (Ugh)
That's killing me inside in this life full of rage (Ugh)
'Cause I'm sick of all these niggas keep on saying if I'm okay
So I'ma give you all the scoop that I'm not okay
I'd rather get high just to numb all the pain (Ugh)
Kill myself when no one's home, evil boils in my brain (Ugh)

[Verse 1: Chuckklez]
How many times can I say I need help?
When who really gives a fuck if I kill myself? (Not me)
Keep pretending like you care, I can see your true colors
Out my motherfucker dummy, you're just like thе others
Try to play bloody dummy, but suddenly turned funny (Hoе)
Why give me the cold shoulder? Acting like you don't know me (Hoe)
Pushing all the wrong buttons when you got up in my grill (What?)
Then enable bullshit to hold me against my fucking will (What?)
So go ahead and do something pussy-ass nigga (Uh huh)
I can never fuck with you because you're scared to pull the trigger (Uh huh)
I ain't talking about some gang shit, I'm calling you a bitch (Uh huh)
'Cause you refuse to fucking man up and handle your shit (Bitch)
All I'm tryna do is make some noise to take this pain away (Ugh)
You stupid cocksuckers keep on getting in my damn way
Y'all catching up with mustard and team with one more bread (Huh?)
Instead of leaving it alone, it made me dangerously upset
Y'all ride but you tried to do me wrong (Yeah)
Y'all know it for the facts, my evilest song (Yeah)
Now I gotta shove a knife inside of my palm
And there's nothing you can do to keep me calm
I'm oozing out of my fucking skull (Yeah)
My heart is pacing out of control (Yeah)
To the point where I'm consumed by so much hate
Until I slaughter all you niggas so my anger goes away

[Chorus 2: Chuckklez]
I'm sick of all these people keep on saying if I'm okay
But the fact of it all is that I'm not okay
I'm always getting high just to hide all the pain (Ugh)
That's killing me inside in this life full of rage (Ugh)
'Cause I'm sick of all you niggas keep on saying if I'm okay
So I'ma give you all the scoop that I'm not okay
I'd rather get high just to numb all the pain (Ugh)
'Cause inside I fucking picked hacking bitches in the face (Ugh)

[Interlude: Chuckklez]
Fu-u-u-u-uck

[Chorus 2: Chuckklez]
I'm sick of all these people keep on saying if I'm okay
But the fact of it all is that I'm not okay
I'm always getting high just to hide all the pain (Ugh)
That's killing me inside in this life full of rage (Ugh)
'Cause I'm sick of all you niggas keep on saying if I'm okay
So I'ma give you all the scoop that I'm not okay
I'd rather get high just to numb all the pain (Ugh)
'Cause inside I fucking picked hacking bitches in the face (Ugh)