I’m Not Here

[Chorus]
I walk these streets looking for you again
Sometimes I forget that you aren't there
And then I see my reflection in the window
But it feels like someone else's eyes that stare
'Cause I'm not here

[Verse]
Sometimes I wanna exist here
Not for you, but for myself
I'm slipping down
So long I dreamt of a life where I can only
Smile and slowly say I am growing

[Pre-Chorus]
How many times do I have to surrender?
I'm lost with all that I must do
If I can't silence me, then no one's a contender
My control ain't enough, so I'll trust you

[Chorus]
I walk these streets looking for you again
Sometimes I forget that you aren't there
And then I see my reflection in the window
But it feels like someone else's eyes that stare
'Cause I'm not here

[Verse]
Sometimes I wanna disappear
Not for you, but for myself
I'm not here now
So long I wanted a night where I can close my eyes
And know I've been watching time just go by

[Pre-Chorus]
How many times do I have to surrender?
I'm lost with all that I must do
If I can't silence me, then no one's a contender
My control ain't enough, so I'll trust you

[Chorus]
I walk these streets looking for you again
Sometimes I forget that you aren't there
And then I see my reflection in the window
But it feels like someone else's eyes that stare
'Cause I'm not here