[Pre-Chorus]
What if I waited for this my whole life?
What if I let you in to my gold mine?
What if I told you that I'm fine, but I'm not fine?
[Chorus]
What if I waited for this my whole life?
What if I let you in to my gold mine?
What if I told you that I'm fine, but I'm not fine? I'm not fine
What if I told her that I love her, but I didn’t, though?
What if I told her that I need her, then I let it go?
What if I did it for protection, would she ever know? Probably no
[Verse 1]
Said that I'm the problem, and I couldn't agree more
Never my intention to take her on this grief tour
Told her that I'm sorry, but I can't stop
Give me more, and I gave her more
Probably should'vе dealt with this when I was like sixteen
Forcеd to be a leader, 'cause they told me they were listening
And boys don't deal with trauma when they tryna bag a Sistine, pristine
[Pre-Chorus]
What if I waited for this my whole life?
What if I let you in to my gold mine?
What if I told you that I'm fine, but I'm not fine?
[Chorus]
What if I waited for this my whole life?
What if I let you in to my gold mine?
What if I told you that I'm fine, but I'm not fine? I'm not fine
What if I told her that I love her, but I didn't, though?
What if I told her that I need her, then I let it go?
What if I did it for protection, would she ever know? Probably no
[Verse 2]
Cut out all my toxic traits
Give me time to sit and think
Cut when I stop to sit and think
I think I need a break, so I try and escape
I could never runaway, so I always run to Ye
I just need the 808 to tell me I’m great
I can drown in insecurity
Come down on what is hurtin' me
I'm searching for a love that only God can validate
But
What if I waited for this my whole life?
What if I let you in to my gold mine?
What if I told you that I'm fine, but I'm not fine?
I'm not fine
[Chorus]
What if I waited for this my whole life?
What if I let you in to my gold mine?
What if I told you that I’m fine, but I'm not fine? I'm not fine
What if I told her that I love her, but I didn't, though?
What if I told her that I need her, then I let it go?
What if I did it for protection, would she ever know? Probably no
[Outro]
Probably no
I'm not fine
I'm not fine
I’m Not Fine was written by Apex Frazier & Rudenote.
I’m Not Fine was produced by Rudenote.
Apex Frazier released I’m Not Fine on Fri Apr 15 2022.