I’m Not Dying

[Verse 1]
Thought I could never get higher
But I haven't looked to the sky in a long time
I threw my phone in the fire
So I could see the world through both of my own eyes
And I'm overtired from trying to tuck in
And sing to my sad thoughts
I may seem depressed but
I'm actually not

[Chorus]
'Cause you ain't on my mind no more
I can tell you that for sure
Shut it down and closed that door
And I'm not lying
Remember when you went away?
Thought I'd never be the same
And now I'm smiling every day
And I'm not dying

[Verse 2]
Crossing your name out from every journal
I've ever had in my possession
Was never quite myself when we were together
And every day since I've learned lessons
You're so self-assured
I can't fault anyone taking a chance letting you in
Took a minute to get here
Now I'm finally forgiving

[Chorus]
'Cause you ain't on my mind no more
I can tell you that for sure
Shut it down and closed that door
And I'm not lying
Remember when you went away?
Thought I'd never be the same
And now I'm smiling every day
And I'm not dying

[Bridge]
Oh, I'm not dying
Holy fuckin' shit
I'm not dying

[Chorus]
'Cause you ain't on my mind no more
I can tell you that for sure
Shut it down and close that door
And I'm not lying
Remember when you went away?
Thought I'd never be the same
Now I'm smiling every day
And I'm not dying

[Outro]
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh