I’m not crying, you’re crying

["I been uh thinking a lot
I really like you, but we can spend so
Much time together, ya know?
Um, I- can't - I have - I have
To hangout with my friends
And, I haven't really been spending
Time with my drumming at all
And so I sorta thought maybe me and you should
Take a break as well"]

I'm sorry things couldn't work out
(Things couldn't work out)
I'm a mess I'm filled with doubt
(filled with doubt)
I got less worth than
A bean sprout
(Then a Bean sprout)
I'm headed to the fucking check out
(Headed to the check out)
Put my feelings in the grave house
(Put my feelings the grave house)
Those nights I cried my еyes out
(Thought nights I cried my eyеs out)
I wish you could see what I see
(See what I see)
I'll give you a print out
(Give you print out)
An everyone around me talk now
(now)
But I really just shut it out
(Shut it out)
In my room and its locked now
(Locked now)
I'm a go an fucking lay down
(Go, an lay down)

["What do you
Think of that idea?"
"Yah, ok!"
.
"Good". "Great"]

An lately I been fucking fucked around
(I been fucked around)
I'm drinking till I fucking black out
(Until I fucking blackout)
So much dabs my lungs are tar now
(Damn my lungs are tar now)
I'm a fucking knockout, myself
(Knock me out)
Take myself out I take out the trash
(Take me out)
In my dug out and I'm hiding
So fast
(hiding so damn fast)
I hide out from you ya
(Better off from you ya)
Go to bed around noon ya
(Go to bed around noon ya)

Break out my shell
But I can't
(But I can't)
Devote all my life to this ya
(Devote my life to this)
So we fallout
You hangout
With other exes now
(hah yeah low key)
And I'm just lookout
(Just a lookout)

And I'm just a look- out-
(Just a lookout)
(I'm Just a lookout)
Got my head filled with doubt-
I sell my soul in the strike house

*water running*