I’m Jus Trying

[Intro]
Ya know
Sometime I open the blinds and its raining outside
I just hope that the sun come back and shine on me
Ya know what I'm sayin'?
Check me out

[Verse 1]
I'm losing rest, fuck it I don't need no sleep
No loyalty, gettin' at it all one deep
Green money, the downfall of all men
I understand that it's too late for making friends
Still stressed out, living on will and strength
As the money blow, fake niggas came and went
Every man for his self, its a bad time
Any means necessary, Ima have mine
100 nigga, yea I believe in Ke
I told God, that these looks are deceiving me
No patience, out here tryin' to hold tight
Yea they doubt me, I'm looking like you sho' right
This a testimony, nigga please stay alive
Fuck 'em all cause these haters never satisfied
10 years on the run tryin' to beat that charge
Losing everything, please have mercy God

[Chorus]
When I close my eyes
I'm just trying to live my life
Trying to do what is right
Could you visualize the light?

On my grind
I'm, I'm just trying to shine
I'm really trying to take the time
To figure out the life

[Verse 2]
It remind me of them cold nights on the block
Catch pneumonia tryin' to move that last dime rock
I like to thank every motherfucker feeling me
By the way nigga, cash on delivery
Staying down on these haters 'til I get leverage
Right back on a bitch like a text message
No cut, no shake homie all raw
Seven 13, win, lose, or fuckin' draw
What's the next level, what's the next stage
Get my money and my army on the same page
Trust no bitches, eat no fruit
Ask no questions, hear no truth

[Chorus]
When I close my eyes
I'm just trying to live my life
Trying to do what is right
Could you visualize the light?

On my grind
I'm, I'm just trying to shine
I'm really trying to take the time
To figure out the life

When I close my eyes
I'm just trying to live my life
Trying to do what is right
Could you visualize the light?

On my grind
I'm, I'm just trying to shine
I'm really trying to take the time
To figure out the life