​i’m having a hard time being myself

[Verse 1]
Hey, being optimistic is insane
When everybody’s got a taste of fame
Will I get by on alcohol and praying?
In may, traded mom and pop for east LA
Packed me up and sent me on my way
But when we talk I know they wish I stayed

[Chorus]
I’m having a hard time being myself
All of the time, all of the time
And everyone asks me if I'm doing well
But I just been lying, I just been lying
Some people make it look so easy
I’m not made for TV, I’m completely lost
All of the time, all of the timе

[Verse 2]
Hey, tired of peoplе telling me to wait
Pretending that I’m younger than my age
And linking up with suits and what’s her name
Its safe, safe to say that I feel out of place
I meet someone new and change my face
Going back on promises I made, I made

[Chorus]
I’m having a hard time being myself
All of the time, all of the time
And everyone asks me if I'm doing well
But I just been lying, I just been lying
Some people make it look so easy
I’m not made for TV, I’m completely lost
All of the time, all of the time

[Bridge]
Got a lot on my mind with myself, me and I
Am I holding on, am I just lying?
Got a lot on my mind with myself, me and I
And I’m tired as fuck I can’t lie

[Chorus]
I’m having a hard time being myself
All of the time, all of the time
And everyone asks me if I'm doing well
But I just been lying, I just been lying
Some people make it look so easy
I’m not made for TV, I’m completely lost
All of the time, all of the time