I’m Feeling Creative

[Verse]
Sometimes I find the right beat I get in my mode and get creative
Sometimes I get in my feelings, double down and start to hate her
I can’t help myself
Nigga we all human
Fall in love then fall out of it
That’s what we all doing
State to state I still feel the same
Secretly I know nothings changed
Just the environment that I’m hiding in
I run from my past, I guess I didn’t get the assignment
Got to stand and be a man, were on different timing
But that’s okay, I’ll get it one day
Hopеfully, I won’t be in a grave six feet under on a Sunday
Just for thеm to go back to work on that following Monday
Tuesday roll around, my old life ain't how I left it I’ll prolly roll around
If my pops still kicking he’ll prolly ride around
He still ain’t been the same since he lost the thing that made him change
But that’s alright we all die, I’m just looking up for better days
I’m just looking up for better things and other things
Cus lord knows I done received the shit that the Devil brings
It’s toxic, slowly creeping in the true definition of nauseous
But don’t worry I got this, uh
I don’t ask for help
Some years later my family get mad and put it back on the shelf
That’s why I don’t ask for help
I swallow my pride and all my feelings I don’t know nothing else
You can blame my mother for that
I learned from the best
I also didn’t know how to love, just to cause stress
My mom and dad split way before I was sentient
The only time they got back together was because of that incident
It was brief, I packed my bags got on the road, and hit the streets
I ran away with only clothes packed for the week
I was prepared for anything other than sweet
I was a rough kid, not rough enough but I did what I did
As a kid I never robbed nobody shot nobody, or stole
But even then you couldn’t say I wasn’t bold
I’ll tell you all a hundred times this story don’t get old
The story of a legend
The story of a God
No this ain't a facade
Something great
Something close to a God