I’m Faded

[Prod. by [Kelly Portis]

[Intro]
Trippin' off the thought, of trippin' in my mind
There's a whole lot of shit in there that I have to find
Does this shit have to rhyme..?
Fuck it

[Sample]
You know, sometimes we're not prepared for adversity

[Verse 1]
Open your eyes, see truth in the lies that you've been told
Mama opens the door into your room, then she finds out that you ain't home
I been gone like you are now, green leaves inside my dutch
Lookin' for my heart when my chest I clutch, rarely will you ever see me give a fuck
I'm zoned out, how the fuck will I get home now?
Mama let go of my hand, time for ya son to be a man because I'm grown now
Said "Oh you wanna be grown now? You don't even pay these light bills"
I'm like "Aight chill
Mama workin' at the mall don't mean I ball"
Shit's all real, shit I feel
Like I really let my moms down, I just wanna make my mom proud
Cause I'm scared of the day I wake up and they tell me that she's not around
Oh Lord, I don't ever wanna see that day
Me that day gon' feel all pain
No this that shit that swallow my mind
And I start to drown, no me can't swim
I fucked up when I got fucked up
Cause that night I said "I wanna get fucked up"
And I ain't even tell mama Happy New Years
Now she's mad, and I fucked up
I'm mind trippin'
Trapped in my mind full of mines while I'm tryna get mine
And they keep me in the dark, that's fine
Work better when I'm in the dark tryna get shine
When I write these rhymes
I'm lightin' up somebody's life, hopin' I make that change
And I hope my music takes that pain
And erases all that from your brain
Nah this that shit that they gon' love to hate
This that shit I love to create
I'm trippin' off what I'm smokin' can't even keep up with my heart rate

[Hook]
I'm faded
I'm faded
Mama I'm faded
Don't look me in my eyes or you might hate me
Rollin' up another one, smokin' somethin' potent
Not long before I pour up and start sippin' on that potion
Mama I'm faded
Don't look me in my eyes or you might hate me

[Verse 2]
*Instrumental*

[Hook]
I'm faded
I'm faded
Mama I'm faded
Don't look me in my eyes or you might hate me
Rollin' up another one, smokin' somethin' potent
Not long before I pour up and start sippin' on that potion
Mama I'm faded
Don't look me in my eyes or you might hate me