I’m Different

[Produced by RMS]

[Verse 1]
Doing it better, Typing the letter
On the keys of the piano
Holding on by a tether
Fever pitch, shrieking in soprano
Improvising imminent demise
Cold eyes
Told lies
Bold cries
Reaching a point where the soul dies
Oh my
Searching for the beacon
In the sea of my demons, I am screaming
Seasoned legions seizing my freezing Eden that's been beaten
Freedom grieving, believing the feeling of seeing the end
Wake up in a cold sweat, I've been dreaming
I bend
4:07 on the clock, darkness engulfing the rest of the block
Cul de sac
But my life is even more of a dead end
So the dream state each day is more than my best friend
It's a safe haven, way of escaping
Evade from the mayhem
Bc reality is... Or maybe it isn't?
Am I awake or still dreaming, it seems that I got it twisted
It seems that I got it twisted
Avada kedavra, clock no longer
Showing the time cause I killed it
Or maybe just shot the messenger
Tryna tell me the
Way to live is stay awake
But then I'd have to listen to
Other people's thoughts and wishes but
I just wanna live in a world where I can
Believe what I see through my retina
Believe what I
Am I awake or still dreaming it seems that I got twisted
It seems that all of y'all are just sabotaging my vision

[Verse 2]
My bare feet scrape the cold hard wood floor
Chills shoot through my tendons and my spinal cord
Breath heavy, drag myself to the window
Spot a '96 Chevy, decal of an eagle, wings spread as far as it can go
Shoulder blades shifting, stretching
Feathered wings rifting, catching
Feeling of lifting
Giving, a lean outside the window
Temp high but the wind low
Fully aware that a leap of two dozen stories will not take me to limbo
"I am ready
Ready to fly
I'm different", said everyone else that took a leap of faith and died
Inside, of my pocket, did reside an mp3, play button nudged against the window sill and that just said to me:
'I love myself'

[Outro]
I love myself
I love myself

Music can save you
So use it to save you
The music can save you

[Skit]
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