I’m an introverted mess

[Verse 1]
Every single day I try to open up
I can't even go a second
Without thinkin I am not enough
This is everything I am
And everything I got
I wear my heart on my sleeve
Let me show it off
Oh, you wanna get close to me?
I know I'm back, but I'm dying slow socially
And I don't ever leave my room
It's controlling me
And I'm afraid I won't become what I'm supposed to be
And when my mind keep racing
And when my heart keep breakin
Got good control
But I can't keep pacin
You say not the stress
(?)
While everything is a mess
And I can't stop shakin
Like, yeah, these are my demons
I need to release them
Get back on my feet again
Yeah, let my heart beat again
Try to find hope
Once it's found I'm not leavin it

[Chorus]
I'm an introverted mess
That no one can love
Cause anxiety numbs in my head
And maybe I'm depressed
And maybe I'm worthless
At least I've been tryin my best
I can't hide the past
Cause my lungs always run out of breath
These cuts left a scar
And so now I can never forget

[Verse 2]
I can see the ghost in my dreams
Tell me why these thoughts won't leave
And every time I sleep
I feel everything, got too much on my mind
And now I can't sleep
Yeah, dark nights lookin like I'm in a comic book
Satan throwin bait, I'm not trynna catch the hook
I don't like who I am
So when I see the mirror I don't ever take a look

[Break]
I don't ever take a look
I don't ever take a look
I don't like who I am
So when I see the mirror I don't ever take a look
I don't ever take a look
I don't ever take a look
I don't like who I am
So when I see the mirror I don't ever take a look

[Chorus]
I'm an introverted mess
That no one can love
Cause anxiety numbs in my head
And maybe I'm depressed
And maybe I'm worthless
At least I've been tryin my best
I can't hide the past
Cause my lungs always run out of breath
These cuts left a scar
And so now I can never forget