I’m Alone

[Verse 1]
2 years have passed but i still ain’t got a bitch now
New fears back probably rather be at a sit down
A truth with these facts is that im really not a kid now
Mental state emergency someone give me the clip now
(why)

I told y’all the reasons
Im blessed to be rapping but i know i’ve been sneezing
Im sick, and not in the way you just be thinking
These seasons hitting hard but i dont wanna stop breathing
Take one to the face everyday but harder moving
Waisted my education could’ve been a Harvard studеnt
Miss me with that bull but you made a target to you
Far еast fan but i hate the farthest movements

I try to put work like i never did
Even though it hurts i never win
Try to fight back but the system is
Really hard now to go against
I do not know what i want in life
Every dream’s the same one
I hope i got it right
And its treating me well like the fame does

[Hook]

No confinence
No defiance
We alone, I'm alone
That's why I talk to you

[Verse 2]

Seeing that you’re camera shy couldn’t even talk to it
Looking for appointments just to see that you had gotten through it
I'm in depth with you
You in to deep with these pool of thoughts
But you swimming in money
And you don't realize how cool you got
You got you’re life ahead of you you gotta swim for it
Raise the roof, break ceilings
Jump out of the gym for it
And to give your daughter a way you gotta live for it
You’re going in towards it
There's nothing that I would give for it
This is your gift for ya
Live in the moment g
Give in or give up
So give in to your soul please

{Alan Watts speech inserted}

[Verse 3]

Jump in the whip and I ride out my life
Some of this shit I look bye
And then try to understand
Figure out why I'm not the man

Sentence jotted with the page scripted
Like get up off me I don't take shit
Feeling 5’9 but don't age different
I could change the game if my names in it
Can't get a girl but don't do wrong
But the man in the world makes true songs

And he likes that but can't fight back
Always looked at like an outcast
I'm a big boy with big dreams
But I don't think you about that
I'm a made man with a game plan
I don't think you could shout back

Id rather be flying on con air
I'm better off dying its not fair
You niggas be lying you not prepared

Tucked a big knife in a fist fight
And I had y’all crying like you’re moms there
Set it off for the night and we not scared
Get your shit right life’s not fair
Let me breathe my dawg, uh

Used to be a lonesome kid
Came back now I'm feeling like I should show y’all this
Feeling blue but I gotta see the color sometimes
Would’ve died if I said that I was done with the ride

Yeah, still in the same boat though
Gotta get a wave fasho though
This shit hitting in my soul though
Sounds mean a lot more than noise

[Hook]

No confinence
No defiance
We alone, I'm alone
That's why I talk to you

[Verse 4]

I don't do this for the boys
I won't do shit for the ploys
I won't let nobody get into my way
And start to determine my choice

This is for love
Not for the people
They aim with their shots, and they gotta be lethal
Project progress dropping the sequel
But nobody stopping their tracks to help me though
I used to so solo
Then I got right back up
But life is a circle
Its turning me purple
And now I'm just right back done
I'm leaving for college in 2 months
But seems its still a lot to chew huh
But I can't eat still being broke even though
I'm still gonna move up
These rhymes are therapy
Still can't find clarity
Still find life menacing, but I don't really like charity
Its just not all right there for me
So these are nights of cherishing
There's still some shit I've barely seen
So ima keep going you can't compare to me, I'm done, fuck

[Hook]

No confinence
No defiance
We alone, I'm alone
That's why I talk to you
That's why I talk to you