I’m Alone

I only dream of you coming back
I think about you, I feel wack
Never been happy, but now I’m just sad
Close the curtains, fade to black
How could you give it all away?
Was it the first or second date?
Didn't you know that we were fate?
Did you forget that we’re soulmates?

Whenever I’m not with you, I’m alone
Wherever I’m not with you, I’m not home
Whenever I think of you, I don’t know
Whenever I’m not with you, I’m alone

You misunderstood me on purpose, but you had a purpose
You wanted to turn this into a charade
Forgive me for acting your age
What do you want me to say?
I can not act in the part that you want me to play
And to this day if I had my way
I might just say that I might just do it all again
It’s like…
All my regrets
The fuck up on rent
The truck with the dent
The money we spent
Was all heaven sent
The means and the ends
Remember it ends
Whatever it takes
I must stay awake
I must fill a plate
I must get a date
I hate when I got to wait for anything

Coulda coulda cold and wet
All I know is sex and death
Leave me on the second step
Spin it in your little web
Tuesday, Tom, Monday, Mom
Words that I’ll be tripping on
Wednesday I’ll be fucking bugging
All of that is dead and gone
All of that is dead and gone
And if I go down, where you going
Ain't no turning around
I’m gonna pull ya down with me
10,000 feet underground
We’re going, we’re going, going

I said my piece so I'm at peace
I'm telling you the truth

Whenever I’m not with you, I’m alone
Wherever I’m not with you, I’m not home
Whenever I think of you, I don’t know
Whenever I’m not with you I’m alone

You are the ugly child
Who could your mamma be?
And if I was your daddy, I would jump into the sea