I’M A MESS

[Intro]
Yo... I ain't even religious anymore right, but I still find myself praying on my knees every night like

[Hook]
Why God Why God Why God
Have you abandoned me?
Oh My God My God My God
Make a new man of me
Oh Why God Why God Why God
Have you abandoned me?
Oh My God My God My God
Make a new man of me
Cause imma fucking mess
Imma imma fucking mess
That's right imma fuckin mess
Imma imma fuckin mess
Because imma fuckin mess
Imma imma fuckin mess
That's right imma fuckin mess
Imma imma fuckin mess

[Verse 1]
Alarm goes off, wake up at noon
I've got the charm but no one to spoon
Maybe it's cause I have zero stability
Fear of rejection it gives me agility
Know that I'm crushin, I'm falling in love
So I'll started rushing, I'll push and I shove
Become overwhelming, and like every status
Codependency's been paired up with manic
I'm the one you've been warned about
This feminist, better call him out
I've worked so hard time to pour one out
One more drink and it starts pouring out
Contradict myself, I'm problematic
I'm shifting gears, no automatic
Outrun my problems it's done with ease
Now I'm broke as fuck and I'm on my knees
Saying:

[Hook]
Why God Why God Why God
Have you abandoned me?
Oh My God My God My God
Make a new man of me
Oh Why God Why God Why God
Have you abandoned me?
Oh My God My God My God
Make a new man of me
Cause imma fucking mess
Imma imma fucking mess
That's right imma fuckin mess
Imma imma fuckin mess
Because imma fuckin mess
Imma imma fuckin mess
That's right imma fuckin mess
Imma imma fuckin mess

[Verse 2]
People congratulate me on my music
But views that I'm getting they seem to dispute it
Maybe it's cause I'm ahead of my time
And they all like rhythm instead of the rhymes
What if I spit like you hear on the radio
They will say Murdock came back with that crazy flow
Release the singles and top all the charts
Forget all my friends and say fuck it to art
Start fucking some models on expensive linen
Get drunk in the club and disrespect women
They got me on TMZ acting a fool
It's making me money I spend it on jewels
Fuck all the politics, I don't charity
Focused on one thing and that is my salary
I stack and I stack and I stack to the top
Forget all your morals and you will not stop

Oh what? Ya'll thought I was in this game to make a difference?
Haha Nah son, I'm only in it for the money, booze, and bitches woo! Let's Go!

[Hook]
Why God Why God Why God
Have you abandoned me?
Oh my God My God My God
Make a new man of me
Oh why God Why God Why God
Have you abandoned me?
Oh my God My God My God
Make a new man of me
Because imma fucking mess
That's right imma fucking mess
Momma raised a fucking mess
Wanna meet a fuckin mess?
Wanna date a fuckin mess?
Wanna fuck a fuckin mess?
That's right imma fuckin mess
Imma mothafuckin mess