I Lost Myself

No inspiration
I can't seem to find the patience
I'm tryna be who I ain't
And it's taking to the breaking point

I can't escape
From all of the fucking hate
And it's taking me down a peg
Please help me before I fade away

I tried to split
And I'm glad that I fucking didn't
But thoughts are still creeping in
Crawling under my fucking skin

I tried to wake up
But all i could do was fake it
I'm tearing away my face
So maybe I could take a breath

I'm drowning in myself
Thoughts are lost into this hell
Fucking heard enough about
Changing 'fore my time runs out

I gotta fucking wake myself
Pull me out from underground
Sickened by the thoughts about
Jumping gun to kill myself

No inspiration
I can't seem to find the patience
I'm tryna be who I ain't
And it's taking to the breaking point

I can't escape
From all of the fucking hate
And it's taking me down a peg
Please help me before I fade away

I tried to split
And I'm glad that I fucking didn't
But thoughts are still creeping in
Crawling under my fucking skin

I tried to wake up
But all i could do was fake it
I'm tearing away my face
So maybe I could take a breath

I'm drowning in myself
Thoughts are lost into this hell
Fucking heard enough about
Changing 'fore my time runs out

I gotta fucking wake myself
Pull me out from underground
Sickened by the thoughts about
Jumping gun to kill myself